Till the time my soul gets freedom from my body; I will practice my religion, I will carry out the righteous deeds, I will adhere myself to the efforts of making others happy; reason being HIS fear in my heart,,,
But What if these things end up with nothing!!! What if my prayers do not assist me in any case..,, How will I get assured that my prayers are being acknowledged in front of HIM the almighty. Yes, I agree there will be a day when I will hear a voice from deep within comforting my soul against all the bizarre, chaos fuming inside me.
The fulfillment of desires for this world is not what I want from HIM,, its something more than that; a relation, a physically powerful bond between me and HIM,, that nurtures me to know HIS aspirations.
By the time I reach this stage there will be no more desires left inside, and I being HIS creature will abide by, without questioning.
But again the thing that frightens me equivalently; What if my practices for others are meaningless from their perspective and finally get dejected by HIM?
Not knowing when I will get out of the whirlpool of puzzlement, uncertainty. When will I enter into a place which is my very own which is real,.
Till then its HIM giving me the strength to survive, hope to stay, with a trust someday I will hear HIM loud and clear speaking inside me ,, the waiting period still vague.. Since the answer lies no where.
